For the past few months I have been going through a very powerful stage in my life, my body and mind is really changing and I believe for the better. I have been seeing and doing things that I dont normally do which at one point caused me to suffer from anxiety attacks. I have become emotional and cry over things that I usually wouldnt cry over, my skin has started breaking out and I find myself doing activities and eating foods I hated! It wasnt until 1 day my anxiety got so bad that I passed out. Once this happened I knew I needed help, It was frustrating me that I didnt know what was happening to my body and why was I beginning to love so much around me including the things I never used to like.
I started off with kinseology sessions which really helped me learn where my blocks were and I had them removed. My kinesiologist done a great job and was able to tell me of things that were causing blocks and suprisingly she was very right. She mentioned things that I knew which I didnt want to accept and because I wasnt accepting it, it was effecting my body. After completing the sessions I felt so much better!, I was introduced to healing stones which has really helped make a difference in my life.
But after a few weeks I noticed my skin breakouts would still continue, craving for foods I never liked continued, my emotions were still coming out and I was always in deep thought. I could feel myself looking at life and the world differently, I felt like I was becoming wiser, stronger, happier and content with where I am in life. Good things were happening for me which had me overwhelmed, shocked and excited.
Still I felt I was not getting my answer on what is happening to me and It would bother me because nobody I knew was having the same experience and didnt understand what I was talking about. I felt alone and like I was going crazy to the point I didnt want to be around anyone anymore. So I decided to do some research on the internet yesterday. I googled all my symptoms and to my suprise what came up really had me shocked, on my screen appeared "spiritual awakening", so I clicked in to all of the links and it was amazing seeing all the people that were going through all the exact same feelings as me. I felt relief as I am not alone, reading more about spiritual awakening opened my eyes and I can say I do believe I am definately going through spiritual enlightenment. What others were learning, seeing and feeling I can relate to and it is a wonderful feeling. For the past 2 months I felt I was becoming spiritually connected but I wasnt too sure, now I am and Im loving this change.
These are the signs of spiritual enlightenment I was able to find on a mind,body,soul site:
1. Emotional rollercoaster
You may find yourself touched and on the verge of tears more often than usual. Crying at the drop of a hat over the news or a display of sentiment that you would not have cried over before is common. You may also find yourself to be more aggressive or angry with people. Some days you will feel depressed and other days full of joy. You truly feel the full range of emotions and yes it is draining, but it's happening for a reason. Stay present to the feelings, feel them fully and they will pass.
2. Stronger connection to nature
Previously your attitude to nature may have been "take it or leave it". Now, you have a deep appreciation for all of nature, the colours and the shapes. You start to welcome the seasons whereas you used to dread winter. You may also start to like animals you never liked before. I developed a love of cats, much to the amusement of my friends who knew I couldn't stand them before. You're changing and becoming more accepting of things for what they are.
3. Changes in energy levels
One day you are bouncing off the walls, another day you can't even get out of bed! You've got to roll with this one as much as you can. Sleep, rest or chill on the down days and flow with the energy on the high days. Try and eat healthily and try not to stress or feel guilty, it will stabilise.
4. A feeling that something has changed within you
You simply feel different, you may not look any different but you know something has changed internally. Your old ways are falling by the wayside and the real you is starting to emerge.
5. Sudden awareness of recurring patterns or relationships
You may have been living out the same old patterns for decades but suddenly you become aware of it. You may realise that you always destroy what you create, always pick unavailable partners or always attract dependant people - the list is endless. This is great, becoming aware is the first step in eradicating it.
6. Food intolerances, allergies and cravings
As you are becoming more sensitive to energy, your body may start to react to foods you have always eaten and/or you may start to crave something different. The intolerances and allergies may not be permanent so remove them from your diet for a few months and try again later. The cravings may be what your body needs so go with it and trust your body to communicate what it requires.
7. A desire to "find yourself", change your social group, behaviour, job etc.
Your material needs have been met and there is still a longing for more. You may start to question who you really are and start to see that your current life may not have been a conscious choice and is more of a by product. Before you can consciously choose you may find yourself stripping away layers to reconnect with you, the spiritual you.
8. An increase in occurrences of coincidence
Better known as synchronicity, favourable people and beneficial circumstance start to appear with exactly what you need. Answers to questions are revealed to you through signs and messages. Synchronicity is a sign you are on the right track and that you are aware of these miracles happening around you. The more you notice and take heed, the more they appear so show appreciation for the guidance you are receiving.
9. Quicker manifestations
Spiritual awakening raises your vibration; this involves a release of blockages which allows abundance to flow to you. Being in alignment with a higher vibration results in quicker and more beneficial manifestations to be received by you. Be aware of your thoughts so you get what you really want or better.
10. A change in what you read, hobbies etc
You are changing for the better; you are heading for a life of deeper fulfilment and purpose. As you do you will find different ways to pass the time and may not enjoy things you have always done as much anymore. It's fine, new pastimes will interest you just be open to what comes your way.
Change and growth are taking place; the discomfort you experience is increased by resistance. Know that all is exactly as it should be and you are having the human experience of growth, let go and roll with it. When discomfort strikes, ask yourself where or what you are resisting and let it go. They say the darkest part of the night is just before dawn so know that it's for good.
And so If you are going through this remember your not alone and to embrace it as your life is going to get so much better
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